first wedding nightmare

Last night marks my first bad dream about the wedding. First off, my engagement kept being shifted from J to Chandler Bing and back. Very disconcerting, especially since I wasn't in charge of it. I didn't like the room we had for the honeymoon. The whole Friends cast was there and they kept distracting me. I was checking on details for the wedding, which was supposed to start at 7 p.m. My dad has paid for lots of blue candles to be lit, which I didn't like. They were too aromatic. Flowers were in the wrong place. Suddenly it was time and I didn't have my hair done and I had forgotten to buy a veil or shoes and I had left my makeup at home. Basically I felt utterly out of control and it wasn't going at all how I had hoped.

My dream after that was a divorce dream. I had been married to a billionare hotel owner who refused to see me. And then I was driving home with my kids and being chased and stuff.

I did NOT take Ambien last night. Maybe I should cut back on sugar, too.